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On the rare occasion that i catch myself crying its like i feel that I’m dealing with so much. I’m almost 16 years old. Less than 1/5 of my life is over and its felt like forever literally. Sometimes it’s like omg when am i supposed to die, not that i have a death wish because i dont.. i realized that life is the hardest thing anyone can go through. After all no one has made it out alive. But that doesn’t stop me from wondering when I’m going to die, or how. How much longer? But then i see or think of something that cheers me up, like your face Darling, and all of sudden I’m like ‘dude panda, don’t be a pussy. Poker face poker face poker face.’ Poker faces are sometimes too serious so i like to replace it with a laugh. And when i laugh, other people laugh. And the sound of people laughing sometimes cheers me up and i always wonder why i got upset about those other things. Its just how life is, you can only change it not make it better. I think parents should be honest and straight up with their kids about most things; finances, work, economy, relationships, etc, etc. Ever since my dad divorced his wife he’s been straight up with me about everything. And after about 2 years of me and him being cool (Because with his wife around we always used to fight.) I have learned that parents go through a lot. Even though I’ve had to carry a lot of heavy burdons it’s made me a much stronger person. And the reason im able to put up with as much as i can is because he is honest with me. Another good thing is that i can be honest with him and I’m around my family more than anyone (no one knows your crazies like your family) and I’m used to being honest with him that Its made it hard for me to tell a lie. Which is always a good thing right? My dad is like my bro. Pretty much. If i was a lot more innocent itd be called Daddys Little Girl. I can sit with my dad and talk with him about my hair, nails, boyfriends, etc. And he can tell me about him going on dates with girls, and his cars, and etccc.. just like you could with a friend. We both know when we need to help eachother out and if something needs to be done we both do it if we see it not just waiting for someone else to do it. Maybe that’s how all families work but for me its the total opposite of what i used to have. Point is: because my dad has been so honest with me I’ve turned into a much stronger responsible person. I think all parents should do it, or at least try it. # givepeaceachance #parents #kids #fair #rules #life #dad #daughter #honest #peace #give peace a chance #love #family So i think i realized a problem i have. The thought of “relationship” just fucks with my head. Like I’m all super awesome and fun if im only hanging out with someone for a weekend or something and still even if it’s like every weekend. But when they’re like i wanna be in a relationship i all of a sudden start acting really awkward and weird and creepy sorta and i really cant help iT. I dont know what I’m doing wrong because in every relationship i make it a point to learn a lesson/tip or two. And my next relationship i remember to not do those things or do other things differently. I cant figure out what is causing me to think that the words “in a relationship” or “taken” or anything but “single”. I mean they’re just words. But when it comes right down to it, boyfriends are for learning/experiences, husbands are for “the perfect one”. And the perfect one has to have every single quality be what you like/work well with. #boyfriend #relationship #weird #satan #deardiarytypeshit #green #mary #husband #marriage #problems Ok it sounds like the rainforest when i open my window not even kiddin’. There’s like 10 birds just screeching out there (i think i heard an eagle or some kind of big bird), and the discovery channel is on so there’s the sound of insects chirping and lions making noises, and it’s pouring outside. #rainforest #birds #scenery #rain #discovery channel #tv #calm #chill
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My boyfriend did the cutest thing.
My boyfriend and his friend and a few of our mutual friends were all hanging out. We were all getting back in the car to go somewhere and he goes to sit in the back with me and make this other girl sit in the front with his friend. So his friend’s like ‘dude no only bitches in the backseat.’ And my boys like ‘dude no she’s not a bitch’. And he gets in the back :’) srsly like the cutest thing ever i cant stop smiling about it. #cute #boyfriend #boy #girl #girlfriend #adorable #bitch |
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